This morning is not going so well. Yesterday I steam cleaned my carpet. I woke it this morning to a nice fresh smell admiring my clean carpet to me it just makes the whole house feel cleaner. Well, the moment did not last long Todd was taking his filled coffee cup to the car when Tiff ran into him ,so now I have a huge coffee stain on the carpet. cleaning just never ends.....
Ty has not felt good all week and I was just bragging about Kevin because he has stayed well for a couple of months now. no longer the situation Kevin woke up around 2:00a.m. crying,coughing and running a fever around 103. He finally went back to sleep at 4:30. I guess we will be taking him (Ty to)to the doctor this morning. It seems like I always end up taken both boys when we visit the doctor. I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE BEING SICK! I have a tough choice to MAKE HAS A MOM. I am suppose to be leaving today at 1:00 to go to the Revolve Tour with Tiffany in North Carolina. We have been looking forward to this weekend for a long time. Revolve tour is a conference for teenage girls. Now that she has become a teenager and is faced with so many challenges this would be great for her. If I don't go we loose $250.00 because it is too late to find any one to go in our spot. I'm not sure what the doctor will tell us about Kevin normally they put him straight in the hospital because the only thing that works on him is antibiotics through a IV. No matter what I decide to do I will disappoint someone. of course it depends on what the doctor say about Kevin and how much Todd is willing to help. I will feel so guilty leaving Kevin here sick. but at the same time I have teenager trying to figure out where her place is in this world. I will also feel guilty if I send Tiff without me. She will be the only girl there with (with the group of 30-40 we will be traveling with on A church bus ) that want have her mom with her.She has really been trying so hard to stand up for what she believes in. So I will wait and see what the doctor tell us about Kevin. I am going to be praying that they will not admit him back into the hospital. Just had to vent for awhile!!!!! I guess this is the moment when you decide if this will disappoint or damage the them. I guess Tiff might be disappointed but this could damage Kevin. But the Dad could take care of him. I just wish men knew how to nurture and love them the way a mom does.( Todd tries sometimes) But Kevin may not even remember who took care of him when he was four. (this is only if he don't go to the hospital) Decisions that moms have to make!!!!!!
